I like being outdoors and especially like being a bit daring. I think it’s really hot that you can catch a glimpse of my lacy boyshorts peeking out from the top of my jeans. Seeing my back where it narrows and then widens again out to my hips and big fat ass. Don’t you wish you could just throw me over the table and fuck me right here? I wonder how quickly you could have my jeans off and be up inside of me hehehe…
I’m sitting here thinking, trying to keep myself entertained. My mind is wandering to different things and I start thinking about the people who I’ve had sex with that make me cringe to even think about. When I stop to think on each one I really sit here thinking what the fuck was going through my head for me to even let this happen? I think in every case each of these toads managed to work some b/s on me into even giving them a chance or they must have caught me at a time when I just didn’t give a damn and had lowered my standards drastically. These are the people that I am embarassed that I was ever in a room naked with. LOLOL my god it’s soo unbelievably shallow but it’s soo true. And in every case, they were just bad too. So it’s not even like there was any consolation! But I guess everyone has some people like that hidden in their closet. I guess you do what you gotta do. I guess everybody slums every now and then and takes whatever is thrown at them. *Shivers at that thought*.
When I was younger, my favorite outfit to wear was my brown and black plaid schoolgirl skirt and a tight, black ribbed sweater and mary janes. So in the winter time I would have to wear black opaque tights under my skirt to keep my legs warm. I used to work in White Plains back then and I used to have so much fun when I was on my lunch break and I would walk down Main St. or Martine Ave. and had lots of guys hanging out of their windows whistling at me as they drove by lol. LOL even my best friend at the time, Joe would give me compliments about how I dressed. I guess it was the promise that if I walked too fast or if a strong wind caught my skirt then they all would be able to catch a glimpse of all that junk. And you can believe Nik wasn’t wearing full back panties either HAHAHA! Even when I left that job and started working down the block in another office, I had another cutey chasing up my skirt lolol! No matter where I go or where I have worked oddly enough I have always attracted the hottest guys who work there. They all want a piece of me lol, Lucky me :-)! What can I say, I’m just magnanimous like that ahahahaha!
See proving my point. Too tight skimpy clothes to make men who dig fat women excited. Where in the hell could I possibly wear this other than a strip joint or my website? I mean aside from the privacy of my own home. No place and that’s the point. Behind the closed doors is where men want to see something like this. They want to know that you are daring enough to wear something that is skimpy dispite your size and what you have got going on underneath the clothes. That level of confidence dispite yourself is what makes a man really turned on for you. I know it sure does work for me, lol just ask Big Daddy. Because I know for damn sure there are no complaints from him. Come inside and see all of my fat luscious ass for yourself.
This is probably going to be a bit of a touchy subject. I’m a little torn about my feelings on the issue as it is. It seems that the way to really big bucks in hollywood is wearing a fat suit and parodying fat people. I know this has been blogged about before on other people’s websites so if it sounds familiar, well it is. This is not a new subject. See this is the thing, Austin powers, I did like that movie. I even thought fat bastard was a funny character. But after a while the jokes wear thin. I love Mike Myers as a comedian. I even liked Shallow Hal, and tolerated all of the blatant stereo types. Same thing with Eddie Murphy. I thought the Nutty Professor was a good movie. There were a lot of stereotypical fat jokes in it, same thing with The Clumps. I did my best to not go into watching these movies with judgement, and dispite all of the negatives, I was in fact able to laugh at most of the fat jokes. I’m starting to think that Eddie Murphy is making a fortune off of his fat franchise though. What the fuck? I mean seriously, come on already.
I watched the trailer the other day and again today and I just don’t know what to think. On one hand, I know he is making fun of a lot of very, very, over zealous fat girls who take the “Haaaay, I’m sexy and all up in your face” thing a bit too far. One can even say that it’s making fun of girls like myself who wear the skimpy clothes that I do for my website. I have to admit, I do have to laugh about the fat girls with the Pussycat Dolls “Don’t Cha” and carrying it way too far as if it’s all of a sudden the fat girls anthem. Don’t get me wrong, I wear what I want out in public but you can believe that my fat is not hanging out all over the place. Any outdoor photos I have ever taken of myself especially in bikini’s was done for the sole purpose of my website and at 8:00am when nobody was around. I don’t wear bikini’s out in public, and especially not one that is 6 sizes too small. It’s no secret that men who purchase fat porn like looking at women in clothes that are too tight for their bodies. It’s called catering to a niche. I think the problem is , is that people think this is reality for us. My website sells a fantasy. I mean the stuff I write about in the blog is all real, it’s all a way for people to get to know what I’m like but the clothing is what it is, fantasy. Also, I’m allowed to lampoon myself. After all, I am a fat girl.
But I don’t know Mr. Fuck you man. Eddie I just don’t know. I think you are going a little too far now. I want to have a sense of humor about it and I was really torn with some of the stuff in Nutty Professor because I know I cracked the fuck up over the Richard Simmons spoof. But there is going to come a time when it’s no longer ok to make fun of fat chicks. It’s not so much that there is a comedy based on an angry, abusive, fat, woman (major stereo type) it’s that when I was watching the trailers on Yahoo Movies there was a behind the scenes interview with the cast. One of the cast members actually said “Of course Rasputia smells. You can’t clean all that real estate”. For real though, that is just sooo not funny. Not cool by any means. There are so many people out there that think fat people are disgusting, smelly, beasts.
You know what, educate yourselves people. There are many ways for people of very large size to bathe themselves and not have odor. Hygiene comes down to people either practicing or neglecting theirs. I do not have a problem bathing, I do not have an odor problem either. I’m not a sloppy, lazy, pig. For all the time we have been trying to dispell these myths it’s all going to be shot to shit once again because of someone who is NOT FAT purpetuating a negative connotation. It just irritates me. I’m not mad at you Eddie, not yet at least. I’m going to give the movie a chance but I think you need to move onto another subject matter. Let the fat girls bank off of their fat asses. After all it’s only fair. 
