I was going to sit here and write about my number #1 fan but that would be giving her too much attention. There is a sick little puppy out there who copies EVERYTHING I do because she is so pathetically sad and has no real substance of her own. So instead I just sit and laugh at her with her clown makeup and think to myself damn, she must have no friends because I can’t see how otherwise anyone would let her do herself up like that and shoot bbw pornof herself. It used to bother me that this girl did everything I did, copying all of my marketing catch phrases, mimicing my cam shots etc… Then I realized it is a deep rooted ENVY of me, and wanting to look like me, and well just be ME. Being so consumed with her jealousy that she can’t see where she stops existing and I start. It probably also doesn’t help her that she has severe mental problems. But that’s a story for another post… tee heee 
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So instead I wanted to post a thank you. Thank you sweetpea for being so insanely jealous of me that you validate my existence LOL! A fan like you couldn’t make me feel any more better about being ME! LOL to think that you don’t even feel that you are even good enough to be yourself is proof that I am better than you, and always will be. Thank you for worshipping me. I love having this much control over someone without even having to try:-).
