I’ve been thinking about this for quite some time. I have a bbw blog yet I rarely write about bbws. Well I am a bbw and I run the blog on my bbw paysite so naturally I would call it a bbw blog. After all, I do post bbw porn of myself and sometimes videos, a lot of my phone and cam exploits and from time to time you get a glimpse into the naughty side of my personal life :-D. But rarely do I write about anything that is really BBW related and I figured out why. It’s boring to me. I think after 4 years as a webgirl who takes her clothes off on the net I’m all out of fresh conversation about what it’s like to be a BBW. I could sit here all day and whine and complain about what it’s like to be a fat woman in today’s society but that would be giving those types of people the satisfaction they crave. Besides it’s just not my style to be self pitying because I’m fat. Booo she’s not going validate all the thin people of the world. Instead I would much rather focus on exactly what my site is. A positive and sexy expression of a woman of substantial size ;-).
Last night I went out for a bit with my friend down around the corner to the chinese restaurant to have a few drinks at their bar. It’s so nice to know that I only have to drive a 1/4 mile to get a good drink. It’s a shame really because this place used to actually be an upscale eatery and since this is such a tiny town, the economy just could not substain it and they closed after only a few years in business. Doesn’t matter though because all the locals seem to head on down to the bar to have some fun hang out and whatnot. It’s nice to just have a girls night out and do whatever. It’s also very hard to find women I can trust, though they do exist :-D. Nothing like being free to do whatever I want, nothing and nobody to tie me down. That’s also part of the reason I got cats, dogs require too much care if I have to go somewhere. But I do love them to death. Especially my mothers pepsi-cola, he’s such a good boy and that’s my scoooby snack lolol. Getting off topic here. What I was meaning to say is that if someone calls me on a Friday afternoon I don’t have to worry about finding a babysitter, or checking in with anyone. I can just pick up and go even for the entire weekend if I feel like it. Nothing like jetting at 6am on a Saturday morning to head to NY and visit some friends. Get there before 10am and still have the entire day to hang out and do whatever you like. Best part is come Monday you can be home by noon. Perfect weekend trip if you ask me. I was going to plan one shortly but I’ve found out recently that some family is planning a trip up here soon so I may as well hold off since it’s so close till they come up.
So yesterday morning I was ambitious and I painted the room back to the original color. Or should I say as close the original color as I could come seeing as I didn’t have any of the paint that the landlord painted this place and had to go by what I could and try to match as close as possible. All I know is that it’s not bbw fucking pink anymore and the room looks bigger and brighter and I’m thrilled. It didn’t take me that long either and was good to take care of this kind of project seeing how this weekend has been completely crapola as far as the weather is concerned. LOL I filled all the tack holes I’ve made over the last few months and I’m about to go stick up a bunch of backdrops on the wall and make some brand new ones. I will have to think about this and see how I can avoid doing that if at all possible, eek. Ok I’m feeling like I want soup in a bread bowl so I might have to go get one from Panera’s. Perfect day for hearty soup. Until I talk to you again, ciao!
