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This past weekend I was playing around with how to describe myself as a BBW that is alluring, accurate, and desirable. It all became very clear to me. I’ve noticed how much attention I get on a regular daily basis from a vastly growing number of men that I tend to blow off(not the men, I mean the compliments). However, there are those who I talk to on a daily basis who have been showing their admiration for me for years and I have always just kind of chalked it up to me being a “BBW webgirl“. But they always maintain their stance, they think I’m incredibly sexy, beautiful, and a very good person. So I think why I never took them seriously is because I don’t think I was really convinced of what they saw in me. My, how things have changed .

I was feeling a little conflicted about some things Friday night and it was late and I needed someone to talk to so I called my ex-boyfriend. It is an amazing eye-opening experience to talk to him every time we chat. I still find it amazing that he tracked me down through myspace and facebook lol. Anyway, it’s interesting how our perceptions of how things actually happen differ so much from the other person. When he and I drifted apart I guess I always held the belief that he didn’t really appreciate me by observing his actions towards me. When he and I were involved I was just finding myself as a BBW who lost a lot of weight 90lbs to be exact and I didn’t really know my own appeal. I am starting to see that there was actually a lot of fun we experienced. One thing he still maintains is that I still am as pretty and beautiful as I was when I was 18, and I have nothing to worry about that, whether I’m a BBW or not. A few days before that we had spoke also and he was like you sound different, you sound so young and happy and giggly. Well I am lol. Life is opening up and so are my eyes really for the first time.

So now top that conversation with the couple of guys who I chat with on a regular basis on Yahoo and all the men who came to see me on Imlive and one guy saying I must be the same age as him (lol god bless his 23yr old heart) and countless men telling me what a sexy body and amazing ass I have. I sign into the blog to make a post and there are 8 comments waiting from men who absolutely adore me and tell me so all the time. Plus, I’m a sexy, confident, funny. flirty, happy, sensual, creative and sexual big girl who loves her life. They have all led me to start feeling like I am a BBW Sex Pot™, and it’s so true!