I think my BBW webcam life has come to the end of the road. This is not saying that I’ve failed at this, I’ve been a cam girl for six years. What I am saying is that I just do not have the time or the drive in me to want to be chained at my desk for hours on end so I can snag cam shows. My focus is moving in a different direction now and I want the freedom to be comfortable and also not hog up all my resources with the cams when I’m trying to design. This might be because I really need a good kick in the ass but for the most part it just doesn’t excite me to get up, hurry up and get showered, dressed, etc… just to sit on cam. It feels too much like a mundane job and it’s dragging me down in a bad way.
I’m not saying that I’m giving it up forever. I will still be available for webcam sessions through niteflirt with phone sex only. We are not allowed to do cam only shows on there so it’s phone/cam with me. This allows me the flexibility I require. Fact is I’m completely drained. I’ve been dealing with a personal matter for a while and it has caused a great deal of grief to my life. I’m at a point where I think I’m going through an existential crisis and nothing really fuels my passion and drive for anything anymore. I mean FUCK I just want a week off with no phones ringing, no blog updates, no marketing, no pictures, no webcam, no contact from the internet period. But it’s not possible at this time.
What I am going to do however when I update this site is I will incorporate some other sexy BBW cam girls whom I think would certainly be qualified hotties to get the job done for you. So be on the look out for the hot BBW webcam babes I’m going to find for you. 
