A sexy bbw in a bathing suit you say? God, today is the kind of day where I wish I was at the beach. Now I have to admit, I don’t care for the beach all that much because I don’t particularly like getting sand stuck to me while I am trying to remain comfortable. Comfort for me, is the absolute most essential thing above all else. I’m the type of person that would prefer to sit on a beach chair or lounge chair on top of a HUGE two-person towel so that I don’t have to stand on the hot sand. And I absolutely cannot not have anyone sitting near me to bother me with their radio and drown out my own, or disrupt my quite reading time.
Regardless though, I like being near the surf. I like being in the sun. It’s been sooo long since I have spent a day at the beach, walking along the edge of the Long Island Sound, hunting hermit crabs among the rocks and collecting those pretty yellow, orange and pink pearly shells that you can usually find in the sound. Today reminds me of all the summers I spent in Milford, CT and the many many summers I grew up working and playing at Playland. Hehehe in alot of ways it was my personal playground.
I love coming home with a tan, and smelling of salt water and coconut. There is something very sexy and musky about that, makes me want to have sex lol. I swear it does, I don’t necessarily understand it. I guess to me it’s just sexy. In all my years spent at Playland either at their pool or their beach I never suspected that anyone would ever be attracted to a big girl so I can honestly say I never felt really all that attractive in a bathing suit. I can say NOW, I would have a completely different perspective of potential FA’s sitting out on the beach looking for a big lovely in a skimpy bathing suit. Hehehe, I wonder if any would be brave enough to volunteer rubbing lotion on my back for me? Mmmm, just think about it… Someone take me to the beach!! 
