I just want to give some insight into what I am feeling these days. I had made all these plans to get back into things for 2010 with cam, the website, just taking everything to another level. The fact is, I don’t really know if I am getting any enjoyment out of any of this anymore. The websites seem like nothing more than a giant hinderance to other things that I want for myself. In any event, I feel that keeping you all up to date with my decisions is best. I am not the same person I was just a month ago.
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Over the years I have received a lot of correspondence from men through various channels. Some have been email, others have contacted me through the phone or cam chat, and still others have contacted me by IM. Even more so now that I have put the IM box on my blogs. Sometimes, more times than I would prefer I have encountered men who are abusive to women like me. Now whether that be because I am fat or because I am photographing my body nude and portraying myself sexually in the photos, or talking provocatively on the phone or on cam, I don’t know their reasons. What I do know is that I find it extremely hypocritical to judge someone that you are jerking your cock off to.
Now let me just back up for a second here. I like communicating with people. However, when I communicate I want to be able to understand what you are saying and when people type in LOLspeak or text talk I find it lazy and I find it a complete turn off and don’t want to speak to you. It makes people look stupid and this is something that I will not tolerate when you want to communicate with me. And for the record, I went to public school but you can see that I still learned how to spell and since the advent of the internet, I’ve learned how to use spell check when I am typing. If you expect me to converse with you, I expect you to form a proper sentence.
Now because of this, I had an argument with someone last week who decided to talk to me in my IM box. The conversation declined quickly to the point where he finally said that I’m lazy and I need to get a real job and stupid people do porn for a living, or something along those lines. Well, what were you doing on my website to begin with buddy? You came here because you wanted to see naked photos and wanted to jack off. So tell me, what exactly about me makes you think that I should be spoken to in this way? What gives people the right to judge someone who takes off their clothes as being less deserving of respect than you? You are sitting there masturbating to all kinds of women on a daily basis and having whatever kind of degenerate thoughts but do I judge you for having them? NO, I don’t. If you could hear just a sample of the types of fantasies people tell me on the phone your fucking jaws would drop and I have never judged a single one of them for having those thoughts or getting horny over them.
I’m not shoving coke cans up my vagina, or doing farm animals, or doing bukkake parties or any other kind of depraved, degrading, sexual acts that are on the internet. I’m stripping out of clothes to nudity. On occasion I use a toy to play with myself in a video. That’s it. I have never appeared on video or in photos with a man, or engaging in any sexual acts with another person. Secondly, do not assume that BigButtNicole.com or BBWSexPot.com is my livelihood. Sure, I make money off of these sites, but the way people steal porn these days I would be in dire straights if I depended solely on my paysite to support me and pay my bills.
Believe it or not, I had a life before my website was born and there are many skills that I possess as a result of that. There are many talents and skills that I have learned because of my site that I’m sure a lot of you couldn’t even wrap your heads around but I’m not going to sit here and write about them because at the end of the day, BigButtNicole.com is about my sexuality. So don’t think you are going to come here and degrade me because you have self-loathing because of masturbating, or for liking big women, or for whatever other fucked up reason you have for judging someone else. I’m giving you fair warning now, if you want to speak to me, learn how to fucking spell.
Finally, one last note about talking to me via IM. I expect that since you are on my website you are at least 18 years of age or older, if you are not then you should not be here, very simple. A lot of people think that because I have the IM box that this is a quick and easy way to talk to me dirty and sexually and get their rocks off. Well let me clear some things up for you. I have not and will not ever talk dirty or sexual to you in an IM conversation. I haven’t done it in seven years and I’m not about to start now. If you want to talk dirty to me, pick up the phone or make an appointment for a cam session. But more importantly, going back to the age of consent thing and you having to be 18 to be on this site. Since I cannot verify how old someone is over an IM conversation, I will not risk taking the chance that I could be talking to someone who is underage in a sexual manner. I don’t care how old you tell me you are, you may as well consider my IM box like getting carded for liquor or cigarettes because I’m not even playing when it comes to this. So if you want to test me, I will ignore you very quickly. It’s very simple. Don’t like it? Too bad!
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Just a quick Happy New Year wishes to all of you and a brief update about what I will be doing for you guys in 2010. My goal is to bring you fresh new content and continue to provide you with the erotic entertainment that you know me for. Plenty of phone sex, BBW videos, and continuation of exploration into more of your fetishes. Naturally that includes BBWFeet.net. I have been out of commission for a couple of days despite how I’m feeling in this current video, I was happening to have an ok moment. Once I am back on my feet and in full energy I will hit the ground running with new stuff for you. Thank you for your continued admiration and support. 2010 will be my eighth year that I have been going strong making hot, erotic, solo BBW porn entertainment for you.
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This past week I have been gearing up to freshen up some of my stuff for 2010. Wow, can you believe it’s going to be 2010 already? I remember when they thought the y2K bug was going to be the end of the internet and computers haha. I have certainly experienced a lot of stuff since then. Encountering my first taste of BBW porn, becoming a BBW fantasy cam performer, building my own website, and finally becoming a pro phone fantasy artist.
The websites look perfect(to me) and they are staying exactly the way they are right now. I am just in love with them every time I come to post something new here. I have however, given my phone business a face lift and really worked at really opening up the spectrum of the phone sex services that I offer. I mean I have always offered them but the way that my phone sex listings were worded people thought I only offered ass worship phone sex and nothing else. In fact, I’m quite tired of people telling me they want to fuck my ass, it’s old hat. I’ve been going at phone sex for a long time now and I am confident in my talents and knowledge behind what I do as a service for all of you. You can check out all of the new more detailed listings on my niteflirt phone sex site.
Also, I am going to “try” and commit to at least 3 nights a week on webcam at allbbwcams.com and I will also be back on iFriends if I do take that plunge back into the cam game. I will do it as long as it is enjoyable talking to the free chatters. I’m sorry but that can really take the joy out of doing something like offering a cam service and then you all wonder why the cam girls are bitchy. But all in all, this is not firm at this time. I have a couple of more weeks to mull it over before the new year begins and I want to make sure it’s something I feel that I can do. And that’s it for now, until I have more to report, enjoy your winter!
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