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Aug
8
The most important love relationship we can ever have is with ourselves. As a BBW this can be a very tough lesson to learn. In fact for any person of size this can be a hard sell. Two days ago I was hurting because I was stunned to find out something regarding someone I care for more than my words can express. We each go through our own personal pain. People damage us. We in turn damage others, unintentionally. The road to loving ourselves can be a long one for those of us who have been damaged repeatedly. I started my journey March 2007, and I have finally started to make progress this year after ending very toxic friendships. This does not mean that I am an expert and that I don’t have days when I stumble and catch myself falling into old habits and responses.
When you start to love yourself then you can gradually start to let go of fears. I discovered today that I was still holding on to some of my fears and it nearly lost me everything. When you find that person that makes you want to be a better person that is a profound feeling and something that should not be ignored. Yet this sometimes cannot prevent you from making mistakes and succumbing to those fears I mentioned earlier. I am a faulted human, I’ve made lots of mistakes and I have been very mean to many people. I have worked very hard to distance myself from who I was and there is a wide gap there now. Today was incredibly enlightening for me in regards to my personal relationship. I cherish it and him tremendously and I honestly hope that people will not be selfish and disrespectful of what I share with this person and just go away. I seriously hope that those people will do the right thing and work on loving themselves and their own partners instead of breaking apart something true and real. I sincerely hope that these people bow out now while it’s still in their best interests to do so. If they do not, they will not like the outcome. It’s time for them to be shown the door…
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Aug
6
Tonight I’m going to get a little bit on BBW and BHM their self worth for a moment. This is a personal subject for me and I strive very hard to keep away from very personal issues on my blog for quite some time now. It is no surprise to me that a lot of women in general have low self esteem and insecurities, so therefore it’s of no surprise that BBW have even more insecurities than thinner women.
- What is it about people that they have to sleep around with as many people as possible and just not be happy with themselves?
- Are people really valuing their self-worth and appeal to the opposite sex by how many notches are on the bedpost?
- Why is it that women especially, knowingly sleep with men that are involved with other women?
- Why are women so willing to stab each other in the back for the sake of getting some dick? Is it because of having deep feelings for that person?
- Why do women measure their self worth by having sex with every tom, dick and harry? I know for me personally, the only reason I was involved with a person who had a significant other was because of being in love with that person and stupidly wishing for something to come out of it.
- Why is it that pseudo-swingers* have no morals, consideration and respect for someone else’s feelings for a person?
I also have a couple of questions for the men and I really want some answers about this if possible.
- When it comes to falling in love or being in love, does the woman have to evoke this instantaneous, earth-shaking, heavens opening up, euphoric event that happens immediately for you to decide that you fall head over heels for them?
- Is telling a woman that you care for her very deeply the kiss of death? Does that mean that he’s just not in love with you and never will be?
- Do men even know what being in love is? OR does it happen that after that first initial heated physical attraction that pulls a man in there is more substance that a man adores and falls in love with?
- What happens if a man never experiences that?
- What happens if a man is clueless to what they are experiencing and miss the queues that say hey… this one could be special?
- What if a man never allows a woman to get close enough to him for him to develop any stronger feelings for her? Is it any wonder then that he doesn’t experience that feeling??
- I have had many men who were interested in me in the past explain to me that when a man is very much into a woman that the sexual arousal is uncontrollable. Does that mean that he is only very into her sexually, or does that arousal come from him being stimulated emotionally by something else inside of him that causes him to feel that?
Finally I ask that if you are going to answer any of these questions please have consideration that I am asking questions that are personally relevant to me at this time and while you can be honest, please don’t be brutal in your responses.
*pseudo-swingers- I mean people who just label themselves as swingers and don’t really follow the standards and ethics of the swinger community. These are people who stray outside of their main relationships because of being discontent, looking for something else whatever.
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Jul
31
I have not posted on the bbw blog in about two days. Mainly because I have been exhausted and I don’t know why really. I have been going to bed extra early and sleeping really long hours. By the time I wake up I’m busy and haven’t had the opportunity to be on webcam or even write on here. I’m a little out of focus the last two days and have spent the better part of today regaining some focus and perspective on my business. I don’t talk about this stuff much on my blog here but I’ve been on a personal improvement journey for a while now. Part of that has been decluttering my living space. So… lol I had to do some clearing out in my pantry cause my kitchen is tight and small and things can get out of control very easily. I want a Blackberry Curve so I can tend to business while I’m on the road, and a laptop. But a curve will do for now.
Did some shopping today too. Bought another top, way cute and I got it for a great price. My wardrobe is really shaping up very nicely now. I have always been a clothes horse. However I would say in the last three years I’ve really let things slide and that doesn’t please me. Oh and I bought a new full length mirror since the joe boxer one I had for six years got trashed by a drunken neighbor. Yea baby so now I can check my own ass out lol and admire myself in all my new clothes lol. My life is just a bowl of cherries isn’t it lol? I really can’t complain about it, lol I’m just a creature of habit for the moment. In a few weeks things will change. Gotta get the car inspected, oil change, and see what exactly is going on with it that keeps making it misfire. I’m really hoping it’s just a clogged fuel injector and not something like the o2 sensor. Once that is all straightened out, I am going to make it a point to travel on the weekends and spend time with the people that I love. Time for bed for me guys. I will be refreshed in the morning and more eager to write something juicy and titillating on the bbw blog.
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