Having given some thought to what I wrote the other day, I think I might have a solution that can enable me to still provide quality content for my fans of my member website and for fans of my bbw video clips store as well. I think that if I just focus mainly on video that it will still fulfill the request for new, fresh, bbw porn content and I don’t have to worry about posing in shoes that hurt me feet and make it difficult for me to stand in. Aside from the fact that I explained that I do not find my huge belly to be attractive or appealing in my photos it takes a lot of effort to stand in 4.5 inch heels with swollen, weakened ankles, a pinched nerve at the base of your spine, and trying to smile and look sexy all at the same time. Let me just tell you, it’s no fucking picnic trying to balance that one! The pinched nerve has been going on for years and I think as a result of the massive weight gain in the last year it has exasperated it and makes it really difficult for me to pose in a way that really shows off my ass.
When you stand in high-heeled shoes, it naturally pops your legs and ass in an angle that is not natural and again, makes it increasingly difficult to stand up straight for any real length of time. I can hardly stand straight or stand still barefoot or in my sneakers, let alone heels. So I know that there needs to be changes made but at this time I am just not capable of fixing everything at once. I have to do it a little at a time and work on one thing and then the next. So for right now, I’m going to use the Flipcam Ultra since it’s a pretty crisp quality video camera and focus on all kinds of fetish videos and some good old solo sex videos as well. This will give me the opportunity to still wear some of the sexy clothes that I had planned to wear in photos but instead they will be featured in the videos. The good thing is, that it will not prevent me from shooting photos down the road in those same outfits.
I am still available for fetish phone sex sporadically until Niteflirt is more stabilized and then the phone line will be in full swing again. Remember I specialize in all types of fetish, not just ass worship types of calls which seem to be the predominant types that I get. I do have a vast array subjects in my repertoire if you know what I mean. It’s not all about the ass ya know 
. We can talk about other kinds of fantasies and fetishes. If you are interested in a cam show, well that can would need to be scheduled with me because I am not always dressed for cam. I do realize that most people when they are looking for cam sessions, it’s a pretty impulsive decision. I am just not readily available for cam as I once used to be. I will however try to look into logging into allbbwcams.com more often throughout the week. At least for a few hours a night 
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Ok so that’s it for me. Oh and to the guys who keep leaving me comments and emailing me and twittering me about what you want to see on YouTube, I don’t fulfill those types of requests. If you want fetish videos especially foot fetish videos then please go to bbwfeet.net and pick a video from there. If you really would like to request a special custom type of video well then on the clips store would be the place to do it. Time is money these days and most of my time is invested in making money. If you would like me to take time out of my schedule to produce a fetish video I think me receiving some kind of compensation for my time is fair. If this is not something you agree with well, you really have no right to complain because beggars can’t be choosers! In any event, thanks for stopping by.
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I wanted to take time tonight to discuss why I haven’t shot any new pictures in several months since opening bbwsexpot.com. I would say since about the tail end of 2007 I have had a steady weight gain after I had lost about 40lbs and got under the 300lbs. mark. I guess you could say I went through some very emotional stuff for the better part of 2008 and towards the end I really started just eating to soothe myself emotionally after losing a relationship. When I started in this business I was 220lbs. and now I am almost 340lbs. That is a 120lb. weight gain in the last seven years.
I am at the heaviest point I have ever been in my entire life and I don’t like it one bit. This might not fit into what most of the BBW community says or even the trend of extremely fat women opening up pay sites these days. I am not pleased with the way I look and I don’t want to be in front of the camera in any real capacity. When I did my last photos a few months back, I just was really horrified at what I saw in the images. I always did my pictures because I felt sexy and pretty. When I look at the photos now all I see is a huge protruding belly and a big fat double chin.
I also really don’t care that people might stop liking my photos because I don’t want to be fat and certainly not this fat. But more importantly I just don’t know what to do about my weight at this point, I’m really at a huge loss about finding the right method for me to shed some of this weight. I may never have had one of the best bodies as a BBW model, I know it’s not like I’ve ever had the boobs or nice smooth legs but I’ve always tried to feel good about what I presented and be proud. I don’t want to be one of those super huge webgirls. The girls who don’t mind being 400lbs. – 500lbs. can make the money, I don’t want to make my money that way.
In any event, I will leave a quickie video of some recent face shots I took because that is one part that I am still proud of and feel is still pretty even if there have been men over the years who have teared me apart on message forums and I’ve not been as popular as others. This might just be the time to move on to other things in my life, I just don’t know. Only time will tell… 
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I have been thinking over and over about some really bad BBW sex experiences I have had over the years when it comes to the oral department. I mean don’t get me wrong, there has been the fair share of just plain bad sex, but I wanted to talk specifically about going down on a BBW date and trying to give her head when you don’t know what you are doing. I don’t know if some guys think that because there is more fat and more padding that they can be more lazy or rough but I’ve had some guys be a little bit rough when it comes to eating my pussy.
There has also been some guys that have no clue as to what they are doing. BBW do have thick pussy lips and you have to use your fingers to spread them open so you can get a good look at where her clit is and how big or small it might be. There are some guys that claim they can eat good pussy and then they have gone down on me and I’ve had a really hard time cumming with them. I can assure you it’s not because of me. I can cum in two minutes by myself and in ten with a skilled cunnilinguist. So I present to you, the run down of things not to do to a BBW pussy when you are licking that clit and trying to make her cum. If you want to make her cum, cum hard, and cum quickly, please heed my advice lol. You won’t be steered wrong, and you will get far better results when you treat a fat pussy with the care it needs.
