This week has flown by for me. Let me start by saying that last Monday I started to get hives, well actually it was probably before that. But, Monday they started to be really persistent. My entire right ear was swollen after a few days of the left one being swollen and these huge hives on my wrists too. I’ve developed a seafood allergy in the last couple of years and this is what has been happening to me. If you are familiar with the Italian tradition of seven fishes on Christmas Eve then you can see where I may be going with the rest of the story. I did grocery shopping for Christmas Eve dinner and the seafood that I handled that day make me break out again. By the time Thursday night rolled around they were finally starting to go away and I had to go and cook all the seafood that we bought for the night. Clams, scallops, calamari and flounder (we don’t do exactly seven since it’s only two of us eating) and my hands started getting welts on them, AGAIN.
By Christmas morning, I didn’t feel like i was suffering enough and had to make Belgian waffles for breakfast complete with fresh strawberries and whipped cream. I’m thinking the strawberries compounded the reaction I had the night before and by the time prep time rolled around for dinner my hand was starting to get really sore and I also got a huge one on the back of my head/neck area. It did not make Christmas day too pleasurable since I had to do all of the cooking and cleaning up. By the time I got home at midnight my hand was starting to really swell beyond what it normally would have been doing if it had been a mild reaction.
Saturday morning I woke up and it was completely swollen along with my neck which had grown substantially and all I could do was sleep the entire day as I took Benadryl to try and combat the swelling and keeping them at bay. Literally the whole night and day in bed finally culminating at the E.R. at 10pm Saturday night. They had to give me Prednisone to make the swelling go down and sent me home with a prescription for it. In any event finally today, as it is early Tuesday morning, I am just finally starting to really feel better to the point where I can type without anything hurting. Next year all I know is that I am not cooking and we are going out for Christmas Eve, and Christmas day lol. I will not be subject to that shit again. But oh well, what are you going to do? You live and you learn.
I do still feel a little loopy every now and then because of the Benadryl but that just makes things go that much easier because I’m just unable to really resist anything when I’m in this state lol. The phone has been excellent. I’ve developed some new regular callers who I just love to play with. Like A. for example he has been a lot of fun with his dirty and kinky phone sex calls he likes to make to me and tells me all of the freaky things he wants to do with my big white butt. he just loves it baby. Oh and there are more,m of course butt worshipers but I’m also getting some new feminization and sissy callers as well as phone humiliation calls. I can’t tell you how happy this makes me since I knew that people would be biting once I really showcased what I can do with my talent. 
A lot of people have been asking for videos of my feet on Youtube to the point of making me nuts about it. My footboy humiliation video is a very popular foot fetish video on my Youtube account and the footboys really really love it. So tonight when I ran out to the store, I picked up an 8 pack of AA’s so that I can record using the flipcam again, my batteries died on me. I also was talking with C. my wimpy foot boy and he gave me some inspirational ideas for videos to make regarding my feet and your foot fetish. So, I think I will have to make a video that I have floating around in my mind either today or tomorrow, depending on how much rest I get. So rest assured I’m fully powered and will make some real soon, as in this week lol.
Finally, I expect to be making some new video and audio for BBWSexPot.com so that I can update with some newer content for you guys. There might even be a picture set thrown in the mix this coming month since I have really let myself have that long break. I know it’s time to get back to work with all of that. SO that’s it for me for right now. I have two videos to offer you today that are follow ups to the last video I made about BBW vs BHM and them either wanting to or not wanting to date bigger men. I had to elaborate more on what I was trying to say and some people were just getting agitated at what I was saying in my videos . But oh well, I’m not here to please the world. I did the best I could to express what I think has to be said sometimes otherwise people will go around feeling lonely and alone all the time. Enjoy and thank you for subscribing. Talk to you soon!
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One of my youtube viewers recently posed a question to me wanting to know why some BBW will only date thinner or more athletic men and will not date a bigger man. I don’t really have a definite answer as to why someone would only date thinner other than it being personal preference. For myself, I have dated plenty of bigger guys. The kind of guys that I generally like are about the same weight range as me and very cute. I like a very sexy face and a guy that when I look at him, I want to rip his clothes off and do all kinds of nasty things to his cock. Nasty and good things of course 
. Body size has never really been an issue for me when it comes to dating guys but I really like a very attractive face and I like a man who has a sense of style. I think I am definitely a BBW who pays attention to makeup, hair, and my clothing style to at the very least present a cute package that makes guys take notice.
I have said this time and time again that women take time and effort to make themselves look the absolute best that they can with what they have been given and I really think it’s only fair that if you want something sexy to look at, that you should be offering the same. It might not be the P.C. answer or even the answer that many people want to hear BUT, I stick by what I believe as far as why I think men or women are not getting any bites when it comes to the dating game. I feel that there are dating pools and you have to know which one you swim in. If you want the sexy BBW then you have to be a sexy guy or sexy BHM yourself to be able to relate to a girl like that. There have to be some commonalities going on between the two. If you are living in completely different worlds with different perspectives and different tastes in music etc. how can you expect to click with the type of person you want?
I dated a guy for a long time on and off for the better part of six years and he was a really tall, big guy. He made it a point that he only dressed in Sean John clothing for big guys and when he went to work he wore custom tailored wool suits. His grooming was tight and it was simple and he looked fucking delicious. Regardless of how I actually feel about him as a person, I can still think of what he looks like and know that he looks damn good no matter what size he is. Most people who are having trouble in this area I think a lot of time say to themselves that it’s not their style, or it’s not “them”. Well by not paying attention to any of these things is not having a style so how can you honestly say what style is or is not you?
Clothing and grooming can make the world of difference in how you appear to others and in how you appear to yourself. It is amazing how much your confidence is boosted when you feel that you look good to yourself and that makes you feel that you look good to everyone else. I mean I hate to sound conceited or self-absorbed but hell, I’m the first to admit that I am haha! I absolutely LOVE to look at my own photos and videos especially if I’ve just sat here trying on a new makeup look. I fall in love with myself every day. I have a healthy conceit for myself haha! And yes I say this even despite the fact that I said I don’t like how I look in front of the camera. I mean that I don’t like how fat I am at this point, but I still do enjoy looking at my face. I have always thought that my face is my strong point. Others may disagree but my opinion is the only one that actually counts for anything HAHA!!!!!
That’s right, I said it. Look, lol let me be honest, I have been THAT BBW who has turned plenty of heads and gotten a lot of whistles while walking down the street. Men looking at my big curvy legs and calling me cutie and what have you. So I know. I know what is appealing to men, and what grabs their attention. As a self-proclaimed sexy woman I also know what is appealing to me. I read a book called Sex Secrets of An American Geisha last year. I was very intrigued with the author’s message when I came across this book last year on the internet. Here was a homely, plain, frumpy Asian woman who was desperate to get married. She went through most of her life into her thirties thinking that because she was so nice and such a good person that she would find a man who would appreciate all of her good qualities and love her despite her outside appearance. She had a couple of really very disappointing relationships with men who did not appreciate her at all. It finally clicked for her in her thirties that if she wanted to achieve her goal and land herself a husband that she would need to make some major changes to herself.
So she gave herself a lifestyle makeover. She dropped 40lbs, started changing her style of clothing, buying more sexy, designer apparel, took a healthy interest in her appearance and changed her makeup and her hair. She learned everything she could about sex and about being a very sexual creature. She learned how to be seductive and sexy to the opposite sex. She became sexy. Once she did all of that, she found the man that she married not long after and was married within her goal of a year. So everything that I am saying goes for men and women. Do you want to be alone for the rest of your life saying that one day you will find someone who is going to appreciate you for you and not make any changes to have the opposite sex take notice in your, or are you going to get off of your ass and make the small changes that make all the difference in the world? Because as sad as this fact is, most people do not take notice of the wallflowers and the plain Janes, and guys who are repelled to looking good. Give them a reason to take notice and make them want to get to know what’s going on inside that package. I truly feel that’s what being the total package is really about, having the beauty inside as well as the outside. This was long winded but I’m just trying to offer helpful advice. 
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“Light me up put me on top, let’s fa la la la la la la la la. Light me up put me on top, let’s fa la la la la la la la la. The only place you want to be is underneath my Christmas Tree. The only place you want to be is underneath my Christmas Tree. Ho Ho Ho, under the mistletoe…” and well you just have to listen to the song to learn the rest.
I just made a new comp for a Christmas set that I uploaded to the Fat Forums Fanclubs today and wanted to extend that and share it here with you all. When I was putting the comp together all I kept hearing was Lady Gaga’s song Christmas Tree in my head because it’s her perverted rendition of a Christmas Carol. The goal was to evoke some feelings of hot BBW sex underneath the Christmas Tree with my pictures and the lyrics of the song.
Just remember that you can join my own fan site BBWSexPot.com to see this fabulous set of christmas photos as well as every other set that I have done over the last several years. Would you just look at that hot BBW ass of mine? Yummy I know you want a piece of it! Well I’m off to get some sleep and I hope you have some hot fantasies too.
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This past week I have been gearing up to freshen up some of my stuff for 2010. Wow, can you believe it’s going to be 2010 already? I remember when they thought the y2K bug was going to be the end of the internet and computers haha. I have certainly experienced a lot of stuff since then. Encountering my first taste of BBW porn, becoming a BBW fantasy cam performer, building my own website, and finally becoming a pro phone fantasy artist.
The websites look perfect(to me) and they are staying exactly the way they are right now. I am just in love with them every time I come to post something new here. I have however, given my phone business a face lift and really worked at really opening up the spectrum of the phone sex services that I offer. I mean I have always offered them but the way that my phone sex listings were worded people thought I only offered ass worship phone sex and nothing else. In fact, I’m quite tired of people telling me they want to fuck my ass, it’s old hat. I’ve been going at phone sex for a long time now and I am confident in my talents and knowledge behind what I do as a service for all of you. You can check out all of the new more detailed listings on my niteflirt phone sex site.
Also, I am going to “try” and commit to at least 3 nights a week on webcam at allbbwcams.com and I will also be back on iFriends if I do take that plunge back into the cam game. I will do it as long as it is enjoyable talking to the free chatters. I’m sorry but that can really take the joy out of doing something like offering a cam service and then you all wonder why the cam girls are bitchy. But all in all, this is not firm at this time. I have a couple of more weeks to mull it over before the new year begins and I want to make sure it’s something I feel that I can do. And that’s it for now, until I have more to report, enjoy your winter!
