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DId you all know that I can make my big booty talk? LOL well I can! LOL you know what I mean… I can make it clap. I just got finished making a new video this evening of my big round rump bouncing up and around and down. Hell, I didn’t even know that I could make it do the things it was doing lol. Well it starts out fully dressed and by the end you get me bent over, full big ass spread with the little butt hole winking at ya lol. A must have for ALL of you perverted ass lickers out there who cannot resist thinking about doing this to my ass. So get this new video it will be available for download at my clips 4 sale store

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The most important love relationship we can ever have is with ourselves. As a BBW this can be a very tough lesson to learn. In fact for any person of size this can be a hard sell. Two days ago I was hurting because I was stunned to find out something regarding someone I care for more than my words can express. We each go through our own personal pain. People damage us. We in turn damage others, unintentionally. The road to loving ourselves can be a long one for those of us who have been damaged repeatedly. I started my journey March 2007, and I have finally started to make progress this year after ending very toxic friendships. This does not mean that I am an expert and that I don’t have days when I stumble and catch myself falling into old habits and responses.

When you start to love yourself then you can gradually start to let go of fears. I discovered today that I was still holding on to some of my fears and it nearly lost me everything. When you find that person that makes you want to be a better person that is a profound feeling and something that should not be ignored. Yet this sometimes cannot prevent you from making mistakes and succumbing to those fears I mentioned earlier. I am a faulted human, I’ve made lots of mistakes and I have been very mean to many people. I have worked very hard to distance myself from who I was and there is a wide gap there now. Today was incredibly enlightening for me in regards to my personal relationship. I cherish it and him tremendously and I honestly hope that people will not be selfish and disrespectful of what I share with this person and just go away. I seriously hope that those people will do the right thing and work on loving themselves and their own partners instead of breaking apart something true and real. I sincerely hope that these people bow out now while it’s still in their best interests to do so. If they do not, they will not like the outcome. It’s time for them to be shown the door…

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Tonight I’m going to get a little bit on BBW and BHM their self worth for a moment. This is a personal subject for me and I strive very hard to keep away from very personal issues on my blog for quite some time now. It is no surprise to me that a lot of women in general have low self esteem and insecurities, so therefore it’s of no surprise that BBW have even more insecurities than thinner women.

1. What is it about people that they have to sleep around with as many people as possible and just not be happy with themselves?
2. Are people really valuing their self-worth and appeal to the opposite sex by how many notches are on the bedpost?
3. Why is it that women especially, knowingly sleep with men that are involved with other women?
4. Why are women so willing to stab each other in the back for the sake of getting some dick? Is it because of having deep feelings for that person?
5. Why do women measure their self worth by having sex with every tom, dick and harry? I know for me personally, the only reason I was involved with a person who had a significant other was because of being in love with that person and stupidly wishing for something to come out of it.
6. Why is it that pseudo-swingers* have no morals, consideration and respect for someone else’s feelings for a person?

I also have a couple of questions for the men and I really want some answers about this if possible.

1. When it comes to falling in love or being in love, does the woman have to evoke this instantaneous, earth-shaking, heavens opening up, euphoric event that happens immediately for you to decide that you fall head over heels for them?
2. Is telling a woman that you care for her very deeply the kiss of death? Does that mean that he’s just not in love with you and never will be?
3. Do men even know what being in love is? OR does it happen that after that first initial heated physical attraction that pulls a man in there is more substance that a man adores and falls in love with?
4. What happens if a man never experiences that?
5. What happens if a man is clueless to what they are experiencing and miss the queues that say hey… this one could be special?
6. What if a man never allows a woman to get close enough to him for him to develop any stronger feelings for her? Is it any wonder then that he doesn’t experience that feeling??
7. I have had many men who were interested in me in the past explain to me that when a man is very much into a woman that the sexual arousal is uncontrollable. Does that mean that he is only very into her sexually, or does that arousal come from him being stimulated emotionally by something else inside of him that causes him to feel that?

Finally I ask that if you are going to answer any of these questions please have consideration that I am asking questions that are personally relevant to me at this time and while you can be honest, please don’t be brutal in your responses.

*pseudo-swingers- I mean people who just label themselves as swingers and don’t really follow the standards and ethics of the swinger community. These are people who stray outside of their main relationships because of being discontent, looking for something else whatever.

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LOL It’s my blog so I will call myself what I want, I’m a Big Butt Brickhouse haha! I’m definitely not 330lbs anymore but this was a set of photos that I have been stashing away that I took months and months ago when I was 330lbs. This is my farewell kiss off to all of that extra weight and I’m still getting smaller every day. Anyway, this was a fun set of me eating a yummy funfetti cake all by myself and rubbing my huge belly afterwards. The butt and betties make an appearance as well lol. The only way you are going to be able to get your hands on this set is to purchase it at my images4sale store. Click the link to visit my BBW photo Store

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This morning I have a new big belly video for you pervs. I just loaded it up to my clips store and it’s available for purchase immediately. I shot this video many months ago and forgot about it actually, and last night I came across it so I added it to the store. So back around the time I shot this video I was 330lbs and you can see just how prominent my belly is in the video, it’s huge in fact. Hehe, there has been a significant change in the shape and size of it since then and so I thought it would be good for those of you who like the more chubby version of BBW Nicole. BBW Videos clips for sale.

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Tonight’s bbw webcam entertainment is of course, me. I’ve been spending my weekend at the gym getting in shape and my booty feels good lol. I love it when the glut muscles get all built up again and I can feel how firm my ass gets from having tight muscles underneath. Tight, but with plenty of firm jiggle if you know what I mean. The booty is firm, it’s not soft and squishy and me likey. I will admit it has taken on a different shape over the years and this is something that I intend to fix, just as soon as my blisters heal lol. Yea my sneakers gave my toes blisters and I forced myself today to get through the workout with my toes flaring. But if I give them a day or two they should be just fine. The key is going to be finding the perfect pair of socks to work out in. Anyway enough about socks and feet, unless of course you are into that sort of thing. Ohh speaking of which lol I’m really looking to auction off my gym shoes to a lucky foot boy. Believe me they would so be worth it for a guy who loves to sniff stinky feet lol. They would have you creaming for weeks and weeks, who knows maybe months. I will keep you posted. In any event if you want some live bbw webcam then come see me on imlive.

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