Over the years I have received a lot of correspondence from men through various channels. Some have been email, others have contacted me through the phone or cam chat, and still others have contacted me by IM. Even more so now that I have put the IM box on my blogs. Sometimes, more times than I would prefer I have encountered men who are abusive to women like me. Now whether that be because I am fat or because I am photographing my body nude and portraying myself sexually in the photos, or talking provocatively on the phone or on cam, I don’t know their reasons. What I do know is that I find it extremely hypocritical to judge someone that you are jerking your cock off to.
Now let me just back up for a second here. I like communicating with people. However, when I communicate I want to be able to understand what you are saying and when people type in LOLspeak or text talk I find it lazy and I find it a complete turn off and don’t want to speak to you. It makes people look stupid and this is something that I will not tolerate when you want to communicate with me. And for the record, I went to public school but you can see that I still learned how to spell and since the advent of the internet, I’ve learned how to use spell check when I am typing. If you expect me to converse with you, I expect you to form a proper sentence.
Now because of this, I had an argument with someone last week who decided to talk to me in my IM box. The conversation declined quickly to the point where he finally said that I’m lazy and I need to get a real job and stupid people do porn for a living, or something along those lines. Well, what were you doing on my website to begin with buddy? You came here because you wanted to see naked photos and wanted to jack off. So tell me, what exactly about me makes you think that I should be spoken to in this way? What gives people the right to judge someone who takes off their clothes as being less deserving of respect than you? You are sitting there masturbating to all kinds of women on a daily basis and having whatever kind of degenerate thoughts but do I judge you for having them? NO, I don’t. If you could hear just a sample of the types of fantasies people tell me on the phone your fucking jaws would drop and I have never judged a single one of them for having those thoughts or getting horny over them.
I’m not shoving coke cans up my vagina, or doing farm animals, or doing bukkake parties or any other kind of depraved, degrading, sexual acts that are on the internet. I’m stripping out of clothes to nudity. On occasion I use a toy to play with myself in a video. That’s it. I have never appeared on video or in photos with a man, or engaging in any sexual acts with another person. Secondly, do not assume that BigButtNicole.com or BBWSexPot.com is my livelihood. Sure, I make money off of these sites, but the way people steal porn these days I would be in dire straights if I depended solely on my paysite to support me and pay my bills.
Believe it or not, I had a life before my website was born and there are many skills that I possess as a result of that. There are many talents and skills that I have learned because of my site that I’m sure a lot of you couldn’t even wrap your heads around but I’m not going to sit here and write about them because at the end of the day, BigButtNicole.com is about my sexuality. So don’t think you are going to come here and degrade me because you have self-loathing because of masturbating, or for liking big women, or for whatever other fucked up reason you have for judging someone else. I’m giving you fair warning now, if you want to speak to me, learn how to fucking spell.
Finally, one last note about talking to me via IM. I expect that since you are on my website you are at least 18 years of age or older, if you are not then you should not be here, very simple. A lot of people think that because I have the IM box that this is a quick and easy way to talk to me dirty and sexually and get their rocks off. Well let me clear some things up for you. I have not and will not ever talk dirty or sexual to you in an IM conversation. I haven’t done it in seven years and I’m not about to start now. If you want to talk dirty to me, pick up the phone or make an appointment for a cam session. But more importantly, going back to the age of consent thing and you having to be 18 to be on this site. Since I cannot verify how old someone is over an IM conversation, I will not risk taking the chance that I could be talking to someone who is underage in a sexual manner. I don’t care how old you tell me you are, you may as well consider my IM box like getting carded for liquor or cigarettes because I’m not even playing when it comes to this. So if you want to test me, I will ignore you very quickly. It’s very simple. Don’t like it? Too bad!
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Well I’m still having issues with my skin and that still prevents me from going on cam. I’ve been feeling like this is something that I want to do again but I won’t do it until my skin clears up. It’s really not pretty when I have red splotches all over my skin. I am feeling better though which is good, because the hives don’t burn like they were before. So I am hopefully optimistic that maybe some time this month I can cam again lol who knows! What I like is that there seems to be more girls signing for cam daily and that means more viewers to come and see us. That is always a good thing. Well I really don’t have much to say, my life has been very quiet these last few months. I haven’t been dating so the sex life is on major hold and I’ve just been working like crazy. LOL might be time for a good pipe cleaning haha! Oh one last thing, BBWSexPot.com is being transferred to another server and while that happens the site might be down while the domain has a chance to propagate across the internet. So that might take up to 24 hours to complete successfully.
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Believe it or not, I’m still having some health issues this week. This has been a crazy ordeal and I think I’m at the tail end of it but I really don’t want to push myself until I am 100% back to normal. I’ve just been sticking to the phone sex for now because it’s easy and I don’t have to really exert myself that would cause any physical discomfort. I have been thinking a little bit about what I have intended for this year. I think what I am going to do is just do some random photo sets. I have to say, for me lately shoes are an issue. What I mean is, I have this back issue and when I try to pose for a long period in an outfit and shoes it is very painful. So, I can either do a shoe fetish set where I can sit down and focus solely on the shoes and my feet, or I can do smaller sets that focus on just me and the lingerie.
I’m really not about doing anything elaborate any more. I also don’t think there is any need for several pictures of me in slightly variated poses, I’m going to start giving just the essentials. Wham Bam, thank you ma’am. Everything is going to be in small doses. I have to lose weight, that is something that is going to be happening from now until the rest of the year. I’m sorry if that disappoints people but the weight has to come off for health reasons and the fact that I’ve already said that I don’t care for my appearance. So that’s the deal, photos and a weight loss. Whether it will be 20-30-50 lbs I don’t know but it’s GOT to come off. But overall, there is still a part of me that would like to express myself with photos and video and so this is what I will do. It’s just on a smaller, more simplified scale. 2010 is about simplicity for me, I hope you can appreciate that 
. So yea, not much else to report on this end, I’ve been keeping a very low profile and have been hibernating because of my health. I hope to emerge from the cocoon soon though. Thanks for reading my updates guys, love you for that!
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Just a quick Happy New Year wishes to all of you and a brief update about what I will be doing for you guys in 2010. My goal is to bring you fresh new content and continue to provide you with the erotic entertainment that you know me for. Plenty of phone sex, BBW videos, and continuation of exploration into more of your fetishes. Naturally that includes BBWFeet.net. I have been out of commission for a couple of days despite how I’m feeling in this current video, I was happening to have an ok moment. Once I am back on my feet and in full energy I will hit the ground running with new stuff for you. Thank you for your continued admiration and support. 2010 will be my eighth year that I have been going strong making hot, erotic, solo BBW porn entertainment for you.
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